a novel in confessions which brings me to you

ponder ponder ponder .
am i right in how i feel ?
its more than normal ?
but somehow it may had happened to everyone which i never realised before .
extraordinary
i had my reports , budget form , profit and loss , breakdown of tasks DONE . *cheers*
tuesday will be the workshop ! hopefully it will be carried out as expected =)
thanks for those who help out much . *many thanks*
- sparks -

i dotes on you.
3:03 pm

Y Sunday, 25 May 2008

woo hoo ` happening week .
*why always me !* i am someone with limited energy like everyone has but why others will just happily take it as if nothing happens and take advantage of others .
only left with convention and exhibition project . finally .
and erm i make up my mind to have my own strong stand . and try not to got any deeper into it . after all the horrible things heard . *off i am*
shakespears and li ern ! get well soon . =)
my sizzler , steamboat , fish and co and MOVIES !
fern , i will miss you . less meeting up and blabberings .
ah ger , we need to meet up soon with the rest . promise between these few weeks .
and the one who mentioned that i changed somehow =) and drop tiny message to care . have enough rest , dont tired yourself . *missyou*
and come to think of that , slowly things happen for a reason . its not a choice of you . its only how you handle it . and make your day . be contented with what you have . feel loved .
- greedy me , hahas -

i dotes on you.
9:53 pm

Y Tuesday, 13 May 2008

went for interviews . waiting for calls .
bless me .
i learnt that something may not seems to be true somehow . but i tried to ignore how i felt but things just popped up in my eyes and the truth is revealed . hurtful indeed .
- liars -

i dotes on you.
12:23 pm

Y Sunday, 11 May 2008

not well .
thanks for showing care and concern to me . i know you are always there .
but sorry to say that its abit too fast . doubtful . i dont wish to give you false hopes . you will regret but once and again you emphasize on your stand that you wont .
dont wish to get hurt further . your little message means something . i am confused , puzzled , totally in a mess . dont wish to rush things out .
i will still says that its okay without a partner .
and you will never know what will happened and never predict .
- * pats your head * -

i dotes on you.
8:09 pm

Y Friday, 9 May 2008

rather hectic week . so many things lined up . hopefully it will be better next week . praying hard =)
and calls !! important .
i am not going to work that hard for tests anymore .

-peach tea-

i dotes on you.
6:55 pm

Y Thursday, 8 May 2008

whoosh .
*praying hard*
GO GO GO =)
thanks all

i dotes on you.
10:12 pm

Y Monday, 5 May 2008

哈哈=）
thanks vannica in persuading and helping in the business statistics questions . i made the effort to do it step by step . and the NOTES too .
no school tomorrow . rest rest and rest . still pondering if i should go out .
sy - i message you but no reply . disappointed . you got HER can liao hor . blehs . you should know what i mean
eager to get all the clothings soon *__*
searching high and low .
vibrating alert or ringing .
boy or girl .
left or right .
to perform or not to bother .
i want to travel ! =) anywhere . just out of the country .
- "tingwei's thinking of the scenario" -

i dotes on you.
10:23 pm

Y Sunday, 4 May 2008

oppsy , totally forgot about thank you letters . big no no . but luckily i managed to get it send out .
i was so bored . which is when 'drawing time' started during the midst of studying . i am happily drawing and my sister was like stun by what am i doing and she started hers . oh wells . at least its helps to destress . and i have many little faces and tic tac toe game scribbled on the paper . old school .
cant concentrate on my studies . i dont want to flung my paper . must ace it . =) i gonna start mugging tonight .
contract contract contract and what's more interview ! freaking out .
and yanjun - we gonna tie tiny little buns =) you know what i mean . provided we receive calls .
ELMO CUDDLY TOY . *smile* humming elmo song .
provide me with whatever available . even a tiny thingy . you never know what it mean to me . happy or sad . and its hard having to keep my thoughts to myself in small pretty bottles . i wish i could voice it out .
- me to you -

i dotes on you.
6:19 pm

Y Thursday, 1 May 2008

encouraging words from my lovely friends

jingchyi. the crow on top of the house. says:
gd luck!
jingchyi. the crow on top of the house. says:
you can do it.
jingchyi. the crow on top of the house. says:
haha don be too nervous
jingchyi. the crow on top of the house. says:
maybe u try in point form?
jingchyi. the crow on top of the house. says:
speak slowly!

the perfect dream says:
u will do just fine. believe in yourself and look on the positive side
the perfect dream says:
=D)
the perfect dream says:
no problem! =D) go girl~~~~~~jiayou
the perfect dream says:
lets hear some good news from u

mummy - no worries . you have my moral support .

many many thanks to the rest who drop a sweet little message =)
short little sentences do help to motivate me further .

- more and more blabberings -

i dotes on you.
10:33 pm

Y

one word - nervous . =(
how . i dont seems to be really prepared for tomorrow .
stress .
the medicine making me drowsy . OMG .
- all best -

i dotes on you.
9:46 pm