a novel in confessions which brings me to you

' do you see that you and i are as the branches in one tree ? with your rejoicing comes my laughter ; with your sadness start my tears . love , could life be otherwise with you and me ' =)
i managed to get my black canvas shoes . is like finally after places to places . oh ya , once again i bought the cadbury popping candy chocolates !!
yesterday was another ONLY . its seems to be accumulating and we will have more ONLY lining up . agree .
tomorrow will be another day . start of attachment . having it excited and with a little hint of worries . but once and again i remind myself that you will be there and i can do it !
- touching quotes -

i dotes on you.
11:51 am

Y Friday, 27 June 2008

turn it on , and tears start pouring out of both eyes . having no one to understand how i really feels and what i longed for . say that i am not easily contented but i trying every single bit to make sure i am right .
i understand that you trying to assure me at all times . ' mentioning that i do not have to worry that much and leave everything to you' but what i felt was it shouldnt be the way . having it sad or joy , we still have to move on , its only how you look at things and picture them in your mind .
i am not able to change you into a different person nor your character . having different thinking at times maybe annoying and irritating . and the thought of changing never came in my mind . you are what you are . its only if i am able to accept and talk things out . i may know you inside out but not you having to know what i have in mind as you had mentioned . so where the problem lies , is still a question mark ?
you had step in my heart and glad you are part of me . feeling loved , care n concern . but at times i still need to breathe harder to make sure i get enough oxygen to overcome all obstacles . after
having to think whole night , i am still left in a redundant land without help .
- 17 days -

i dotes on you.
9:32 am

Y Thursday, 26 June 2008

^-^ we went to the zoological gardens !! FUN . and finally took our photos =)
*GIRAFFE AND ZEBRA* . beautiful and elegant animals . snap , snap photos of animals from one destination to the other . i have lots of candid photos taken , and should know who's culprit ? better admit . and i am not a small kid with my backpack !! okays ? ' we act as a role as tourists' , helping the adorable kids with their activities . snapping photos for several different groups . and they are so hyper filled with energy . up and down the trek . most importantly , something had scared boy away with the hissing snake sound thingy . hahas . see ! who asked you to bring me to the horrible location . so its not me to blame .
and know what ? GIRAFFE have only a small number of bones . and they can sit okays girls , i had photos as evidence ! their necks took up almost half of their tall tall height . and KANGAROO can leap as far as 13m . and their feets are huge . and the biggest bear the POLAR BEAR . we belong to the same category the tall family too . ZEBRAS uses their flexible tails to chase irritating flies . SHOO SHOO . and not forgetting the KING AND QUEEN OF FRUITS . stinking rotten smell onion durians and mangosteens . but they are not real of course . and the large large peas found there and a word that come to my mind VEGETARIAN .

we catch 'never mess around with zohan' . BUT boy mentioned not his type of show . rather disappointing . maybe it should be M18 . and then off to clarke quay .

oh ya . not forgetting i have more HEARTS , sweetie =) so that means i will live longer right my dear ? thanks for all that you did , although not much in exact . but you should know why i mentioned that . ilu . and to be truthful , today is not a thumbs up day , its somehow affect me .

plans for this week is rather last minute . i hate it . but have to spend my time wisely before the end of this week .

- MACDONALDS , KFC BUT WHERE OUR PIZZA HUT ? -

i dotes on you.
12:26 am

Y Monday, 23 June 2008

the days during the midst of the 4 papers . mugging and mugging of books . dozing off in between studies . referring to notes and seeking help . and not forgetting one who never fails to mentioned . MUST STUDY ARH . and also repeating sentences like YOU CAN DO IT . thanks ! and the help in the memorising and make sure that i will remember . =) basically had hop from houses to houses to study , do notes and help from one another .
papers over , time for fun . have been walking aimlessly from area to area . good and bad . been out the past few days . learnt , thought , and sort out little things .
area ranging from : pasir ris . downtown . marina . cityhall . raffles city . bugis . esplanade . orchard . lau pa sat . =)
and more plans ! the zoological gardens and cycling =)
my emotional boy , promise me not to hide anything from me alrights . you have always dotes and care for me . little things mean alot . nothing i can hide from you , you seems to know evrything ! i dont have to worry on anything , you will always be there to lend a helping hand and assured me somehow . smoochies .
plans for the week . wed - work . thurs - out with ger and li ern =) fri - sizzler with yanjun and selena .
- we have to had the our photos taken -

i dotes on you.
12:37 am

Y Thursday, 12 June 2008

shocked . warm regards from all my closed ones . butterflies having little exercises in the tiny weeny stomach . care . sweet messages . comfy talks . feel loved . dieting . snacks . manly fragrance . sports . hot spots .
time to settle and get started with my studies . 4 papers to go . and i had been missing the last few lessons or practically not listening in class .
boy - hopefully it will be the way you see . sorry to mentioned that . but i promise not to think much alrights =)
-the making of a princess-

i dotes on you.
7:37 pm

Y Tuesday, 10 June 2008

whats turn around , comes around . THE NUMBER TEN =)
completed all our presentation . proudly presents holistic entertainment . holistic consultancy . =) i like our whole concept ! ART LIVE IN THE CITY .
erm , shall praise sweetie for his hardwork throughout the two project . poorthing , members always get him mixed up with others . thanks =) and remember dont be so serious .
cheers , time to get together with the girls tomorrow . finally . after those projects . but questions will start popping up . anything , any questions in particular . hahas . randomly .
watched kungfu panda today . interesting movie =)
- with loves -

i dotes on you.
8:17 pm

Y Sunday, 8 June 2008

tomorrow will be our project 2 presentation . finally we are almost there . to those presenters , jia you your can do it . =)
arrgh , after last night , my rashes is creeping out on my hands . popping up like small little maps . no more red patches like yesterday . itch .
hopefully my instinct was right . or maybe this will stop and end one day . will see how as it goes . in suspense .
sizzler with selena and yanjun ! hope there wont be any last minute change like my plans last week .
and vannica mentioned steamboat for this week . vannica , we will schedule one day somehow okays .
bad weather for today =( stay home .
- not well -

i dotes on you.
12:22 pm

Y Wednesday, 4 June 2008

one project down . different thoughts had filled this project . having it happy and sad . words mentioned were to strong , hurtful . all given efforts were way daggling there . shall be strong to handle it . maybe i should have the happy go lucky thoughts . if only everyone contribute more , and it will be much much more *thumbups* project . tired .
i also wish to have my own walk in closet . it is so fabulous , even a tiny little thoughts they have . their goals , motivation , and paths of various plans ahead . *smile*
thinking what if i am born a different person , character . somehow changes made to myself . will things still be the same or changes will only develop negatively ?
GREAT SINGAPORE SALES started . and my sister were asking when it will end . =) i shall drag her down orchard road one day . and home with different sizes of bags . oh ya, clothes i bought online arrived . but yet to get them wash up . its still piled up in the closet . *oopsie*
plans ahead for this week =)
friday - fish and co - seafood platter , with my sis , cheryl , fern , meihuey . and KTV . *cheers*
sunday - sentosa with ger , yujie and qianru . i miss the *sunbathing* times we had and the fun with them . =) its like finally .
- will update on more -

i dotes on you.
3:28 pm